The Sinking Feeling

Falling. Wind rushes by in gusts that threaten to rip me to pieces. Falling. Utter darkness that consumes my whole self. Falling. It's as if the dark is consuming my mind, darkening my thoughts and my feelings. Falling. A sensation that things are ending soon. Falling. The feelings are stronger. Falling. I release and prepare for it to end. Falling. The anticipation of the end is ripping my sanity from my mind. Falling. I can't imagine it going further. Falling. Stopping with a thud and a groan it ends....

I wake up panting and sweating. Barely able to move, ears full of pressure and the sound of my fast beating heart. I calm down finally. My panting subsides and I fall back into my relaxation, and it begins again...