I come close, you push me away. I try to be distant as not to anger you, and it backfires and you say your loosing interest?! Just a question, how can you loose interest? If I love someone I never loose interest, I always care and that doesn't stop. Not ever. But whatever, I could get past that. But the matter of fact is that when I try; when anyone tries people just throw it at them and if they give up because they can't even see the light at the end of the tunnel, they get burnt. They loose. As always. They shrink back to what they were in the past and can't come out because no one can help them only they can better the sores left in their mind. Scars that build walls. Walls that build fortresses. And eventually forts that build hatred and war ending in a cacophony of madness and depression....
So what is love?! A never ending spiral of hate and compassion. Something so few experience because people can't see past what they think because they're so into the idea of getting everything they ever wished for? Is it being hurt, and left for dead only to go back and spring the trap yet again shutting the barbed teeth on your heart? To be honest I don't know what love is exactly, but what I do know is I feel it. For you and for everyone. I care without return, give without regret, I try to be compassionate and yes sometimes I fall behind and fall in line with everyone else but to be honest I do my best to stand up for love in it's original stage. Not some "I want to get laid" antics of a horny teenager but of unbroken caring and undeserved forgiveness. So you know what if you hurt me and you're reading this I'm sorry if I had harsh feelings but I forgive you...
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